I have so much I need to ask forgiveness for. I lay awake most nights thinking of all the things I have done in my past. Ive hated myself for them. I generally feel bad about myself because of what I have done to hurt my friends and family. I never wished, or intentionally hurt anyone. It was always a by product of what I was doing. I hope that one day I can make all of these things right. I have started to get to know myself better, and understand what causes me to be self destructive. I wish for nothing more then to have those people I hurt forgive me and let me make amends. I know it is a hard thing to accept, and I know it will not be easy for others to grant me their forgiveness. I am still going to try though. Try to make things right, and be true self. Not the destructive person I have become. But a strong, motivated, sincere, and responsible person.